^o^ |:: treaSure what u have ::| ^o^

2010-10-11T11:46:00.000+08:00

is kind souls really kind? or is it juz an act??

working with obasan(S)

2010-10-07T08:59:00.002+08:00

i cant believe, it. i'm now in a "auntie" working environment. the root of gossips.
root of rumours. to think, an auntie can be a backstabber... not to mention, i have 3 in the dept. 2 are co-workers and 1 boss. wad can i say? juz be careful. extra careful when i speak, when i do. esp when it comes to work. be more cautious. haiz.

July. 2009.

2009-07-06T11:06:00.005+08:00

It seems like quite sometime since i last blogged.
New work started. Chalet in company ended.. and new week juz began.

The chalet on 28th July was fun! everyone had a great time, especially playing the Mafia game! the Mafias. Spies. and Doctors did a great job! hehe! and not forgetting the commoner.

I cant imagine how i "endured" thru the night, playing the same game for the consecutive 8 hours!! the long 8 hours. 12am to 8am! gosh man. how many times had we actually played the game, if each game last abt 20-30mins??

the day was short. we went for a bowling game in the noon, and followed by a movie, transformer. the bowling game was fun! though everyone was so tired, due to insufficient sleep, but we tried diff ways to stay up and fresh to complete the game. haha...

the transformer. in fact, i can hardly remember lines in it. i only managed to stay awake for like slightly more than half of the movie, but still i can catch the flow... was it a nice movie, i would say, not really. ermz. not as much exciting scenes as i expected..
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Last weekend, went for the ndp rehearsal. the atmosphere was great there, even way b4 national day! ppl were enthusiatic to watch the upcoming programs. i would say, this year de was better than the last one.. ermz. well.. thanks to my fren, i managed to catch the last one as well.. hehe..

i tot to myself for a moment, "WHERE IS THE MARCH-PAST??! they cant remove the march-past!" i waited for a long time. and finally, there it is! the smart guard of honour is out! yeah! something i could not miss when i watch NDP!

Next is the parachuting and the fireworks.. nice fireworks. hehe. parachuters from the high sky, making their way to the land. the 12 parachuters. salute to them.

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okie, back to the new week. its time for me to start all the hard work, to reach out for my goal liao! jia you bah!!

the new beginning.

2009-06-22T15:07:00.004+08:00

Finally!!! hurray, exams are over!!!

new work has just began. and i'm enjoying the friendly and open environment. ppl here gave me guidance to a diff scope of wad i had been doing. something related, yet somesomething diff.

The power of law of attraction.

i read a colleague's blog, and saw the wonder of law of attraction. and it seemed somehow to work!! it appeared to happen so naturally, and in much of coincidence.

Maybe, i should try out a simple goal, den i know, probably how it really works. visualising wad i want, so i can materalize the goal. this can be a few months later before i can share with all the experience of law of attraction! but if it really works, yes! time to try it!!!! work towards all my goals!!!

MacDonald's Lime Green Cup!

2009-05-25T14:08:00.001+08:00

Hey.. anyone reading moi bloggie, has a extra Lime green Mac glass??

MacDonald's Lime Green Cup!

2009-05-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

Hey.. anyone reading moi bloggie, has a extra Lime green Mac glass??

Thought of the day..

2009-04-21T17:02:00.000+08:00

When u visualize, u can materialize..

my makeover session

2009-03-10T17:09:00.002+08:00

Recently i went to a makeover session with a friend.. It's free anyway, so juz tagged along. haha.. well.. this is not the first time i went to such makeover session, though.

this time was different. with someone along. the last round i took was alone. this time was in 2's.. quite fun with lots of laughter we created in the studio. even for the moments we were supposed to act as if we were "cool"

after the fun session, was the selection of pics, as well as the "psycho-ing" to sign up for the album, which certainly will cost a bomb. -.-" the last round, is sign up for the card, and free album, and this time is the album, free card.
dots.. it dun sound as if there is any different in the benefits as well as the cost.. so i din sign up for it... anyway, the 1st shop was closed down recently.. so, phew... luckily i din get tempt by the benefits and sign for it!

Juz a new update to my blog??

2009-03-06T10:02:00.003+08:00

It had been sometime since i last updated the bloggie.. it had been boring life, so far..?? maybe, at times.

haha.. birthday is over, results are out, anyway.. (had i said it somehwere b4??)

hm.. the only interesting thing i saw is today, at the rooftop at the opposite block, the "big bird" across. one of the largest bird i saw so far there.. ermz.. probably it's a baby eagle or something, it's much more bigger than the other little ones beside (those i often saw).. so i tried to zoom with my camera, and got a bit blur, so i din attach the photo..

Updates

2009-02-23T18:41:00.002+08:00

It had been so long time since i get down into moi blog... getting some things done..

Nothing special happened all these while. but juz some confusions over some stuff. a minor one, maybe??

Thinking...

Australia trip

2009-01-09T09:55:00.022+08:00

my trip to australia was a joyful one... the 8-day stay in Gold Coast was a memoriable one... it all started off with a spacious hotel room... with a nice and breezy seaview. well... Sg, very hard to get such, i guess..??

the weather there was a hot, yet cooling one? sounds contradicting, is it? the hot, scorching sun shining up there, but having cool wind blowing onto ur face, consistently. how lovely the weather is.

anyway.. my friends and i visited a couple of the theme parks, such as well-known Movie world, Seaworld and WEt n wild. IT's pretty fun there...

i shall first start off with my movie world trip.
yeah, we managed to catch a glance of batman, and other warner bro's famous characters, such as bugs bunny and friends, scooby-doo etc.. statutes, and the "real" characters are out. but too bad, not a chance to take photos with them. disappointed.. anyway, we drop-by every single inch of the theme park, not missing any of the fun..

the exciting rides, are something shall not be missed. "superman is getting u out!!" and boom!! off u go, onto the 100kph ride! that shall be superman escape! the thrilling ride ended in less than probably 1.5 min??

Scooby scooby doo~ eww... pitch dark in there, u could hardly see anything ahead. filled with excitment in the ride, with the sharp turnings in the super fast speed. phew!

Lethal Weapon ride, is awesome!!! "Corkscrew" there seemed more exciting than ever... turning u 360^o upside down 5 times!!! bringing u up to probably 8 storey high and down at a fast speed... with non-stop bends and dives, made me chill down the spine. pretty scary, eh? haha...

next is the seaworld.. like ermz.. sentosa?? or the zoo?? hm.. the smart dolphins and sealions performance is something interesting. hm... sealions do know how to clap! and be a "detective"...

the 4D video of SOS the planet was great. it was abt how crucial it is to save the planet, and how it affect the lives on earth. it's pretty much interesting, especially with the 4D effect!

the ride in the helicopter was nice, but short one. able to see the full view of the land, along the coast.. clear view of the vast sea and waves, jeez! Awesome!

in the last theme park, looked as if there are endless fun coming up. allowing u to try on the surfing.. and other water games. juz like some rides in the wild wild wet we got here, but with much more excitement! Tornado! falling from a great height. wee... splashh... down into the water, into the pool! slides from heights.. Woohoo.... ***

Kamikaze made the U-shape drop from an angle, an edge exciting.

one that we did not missed out is the surf-rider!!! riding on the surfboard, plummet you abt 30m high?? argh.... much scary as u watch from below. coz, it's much more exciting as u ride on!

we got up early juz to catch the sunrise there. well, there seemed no reason for us to missed the daybreak there. the rays from the sun was simply gorgeous! the way it rose from the other end of the earth, from the immeasurable sea. Wow...

not forgetting the fireworks over the new year eve, we were practically surrounded by the fireworks there.. from different side of Aust. nice leh!!!

Next we have, Wildlife currumbin Sanctuary was a new experience for me, probably. it looked very much like a Zoo.. but this time, with a close touch with them.

Kangaroos, hopping around in the area, seemed so much friendly, and is always hungry?? haha.. ok, something interesting. they can eat and poo at the same time!! the furry big sized animal, some seemed so energetic, hopping ard, while some are doing suntan, lazing on the ground. did they slept on their poos, it really wonders me. haha..

koalas are lazy animals, aint they? they appeared to be always sleeping, tugging themselves on the tree.. hardly any moments that they are awake?? probably, sleeping species in the day? hm... that's how they got the name, tree-bears, i guessed.

Venomous snakes looked so tamed animal under the care of the keepers. they dont bite the latter nor did they feel threatened under any circumstance! Are they really that malicious???

Golden Brushtail Possum is really very furry. seemed so unreal, like a soft toy? eh.. rather say, it feels like a rabbit. hehe... the yellow, golden animal is so docile...

last but not least, the INFINITY - the place filled with maze?? ermz.. i would say, more for creativity?? imagination, is all u need if u go to the place.

the "Haunted House" - which i thought, is not in the least bit of scary, was filled with creepy stuff... Bones, skulls, vampires, werewolves, all shown there. its much interesting there, with spiders, and white pointer shark!!! Behing the creaky door is all sorts of funny, crappy stuff.. woah...

okie, i enclosed some photos below.. well.. of course, a pic says a thousand words...!

bunny statute standing behind me!!

the dancing dolphins... in the air...

** the koala sleeping so soundly, hugging on the tree......

it's cute, isn't it??? this is Golden Brushtail Possum!!!

lovely kangaroo... "mummy.. i wanna be back to the pouch!!"

did u see, how beautiful the sun ray is??? ~~~

time flies

2008-12-11T11:49:00.013+08:00

woah.. woah... woah... it had been more than a month since i last update my bloggie? wahaha... it had been a busy month for me, so tied up with tonnes of things... thousand and one things out there to keep me so busy!! one after another!! phew!!

and i was lucky to get my camera repaired, just in time for the upcoming events..
i went for a POP session for a friend.. It was a great time in the camp.. though i had to travel all the way to boon lay... hm... but watching the guys (ermz... most of them are much younger than me, so i'm getting older these days!) doing the match-past, was a cool thing!! yeah. i always liked the march past the most. even at the NDP!! wahaha...

my sis got married last month.. and me... had been busy to get some stuff done before her wed.. congrats to the newly wed couple... i've took some photos from the busy yet joyous day... so much busy and of course, tired.

let me start off with the day time.. the funny day... Hm... this time round, be the jie-mei... not an easy task leh! unlike from Nel's now... haha... with all my sisters and cousin ard.. hahha.. trying to play the groom... and all the stuff.. haha... hm.. taking photos and "Smile..!!" not an easy task. maintaining the smile thru the whole day..

and at night, hey.. guess wad? everyone wont have guessed it.. i'm the emcee for the nite!! yeah.. pretty fun thing to be, though some problems have to face, without the knowledge of the guest. wahahaha... thanks to my partner who helped in those... ok.. for it, it'll be better the next round, if there's any... heehee...

and before i know.. the day passed very fast... the special day for my sis.. that day kept my family so busy with all the preparations beforehand..

as the day pass, which is also an indication that, sherks, my papers are coming..
attending the revision classes, juz right before the exam week, aint a bad idea for me afterall.. for the first time in the 3 years, back to school with zx.. it had been ages since i last attended class with him! hehe...

and at a blink of eyes, the dreadful days are coming!! ew... thinking, how much have i revised for the past few weeks? i could hardly remember any.. reading thru, mugging thru my notes. thinking hard on those points, i should had remember, real hard. and soon, papers, one after another. taxation... Law... financial papers.. sianz... finally, all is over.. ppl, dun ask me the passing rate for me sia.. super tired after that. and it's now.. i'm here, writting my blog, updating all my lately events...

i had took a few pictures to share with all... well. a pic tells a thousand words.. hehee...

posing with the sign.. hehe

a photo with the pretty bride.. and the sisters... heehee...

Just the pretty bride and me. hehee

juz an new update

2008-11-11T10:19:00.017+08:00

wow... i cant believe it.. it had been one month since i last update the blog??? i cant remember how much i had wrote in my blog...

it had been slacking, yet busy month... packing, packing, and packing... study study and study... ew.. slacking of course... my room now has a brand new look. the new coat of paint.. a new layout.. more "posters"... and some of new cabinets... now, it looked so different. that i cant find my things! lolx.. i cant believe how much things i threw away.. have to get rid of and how much i bought over this year!!! clothes i now seldom wear, yet, the temptations to get them into my cupboard! wahaha... [[victory]] lol...

now, i have to really mug on my books... tax.. law... sian man.. i better get back into my books soon.. meeting my friends out to study!!!

here are some pictures i took lately...

<- Mr. C.Brown (guard of the year) with it's new pet, Ashley(below) guarding my clothes in the cupboard! lol...

yummy chocolate ice-cream with brownie...

my mango drink...

my "New England pasta - with Mushroom sauce"!!! some friends will know what this is right?? it does certainly looked creamy. yummy, delicious, isn't it???

Last but not least... my pic!! getting plump these days.... -.-""

tgif

2008-10-17T15:56:00.002+08:00

something to that really brighten up my day.. my student for poa passed her paper!! yeah!!! okay, it's not really my effort, though... i only coached her for few sessions... wahaha... but seeing her from her mid year c6 to now, A1... really cheered me up! it really brights up my whole week.. jumping with joy for her.. yeah...

ok, i tried being a tutor for POA for the passed one to two months... it's fun.. haha.. POA.. a subject... i din scored a A for my O, yet, never did i ever flunked the paper... wahaha... feeling with much joy..

wishing my results for exams will be as good too...

juz an update...

2008-10-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

hm... nothing much to write... looking at the days... passing each day... reminding me that exams days are drawing nearer and nearer each day... it's juz 1.5 months away!! i have to get on with mugging for my papers.... better to work hard these days!!!

as all of us know, picture tells a thousand words... here are some photos i took lately..

taken in NYP... the place where memories are held... knowing my frens there and getting to know my pals better...

we do look simply like juz other poly students, dun we?? heez...

anyway, poly students no longer dressed like what we used to have le.. time changes everyone...

the below is my drink @ GJC... heez... my cookies and cream beverage...

looking at the fine looking gentleman beside me.. reminded me... i'm older each year.. haha...

okiez, it's time for me to get down to my books, and other work... so lets all 加油吧。。

updatez

2008-09-16T09:37:00.029+08:00

actually... there's nothing much to update lately... i had a nice dinner with a ex-colleague last fri... it's pretty enjoyable... heez.... here are some photos to share with all my delicious dinner....

my dessert... it's very tasty.... yummy pudding...

my seafood platter.. with australia crab, super-big sized prawns, and some mussles...

yummy sushi..... awaiting for me...

the 皮蛋 on the tofu tastes so heavenly...

the fresh prawn on the mango???

my tonic.. 佛跳墙。。。

last but not least. my yoghurt dessert on fruits...

my cheesecake... oreo cheesecake... yummy... cheesy... heez...

ok.. for now... that's all for my dinner... heez... and a great thanks to the colleague who brought me to the place...

人生。。。

2008-09-09T15:54:00.003+08:00

人生就像一场赌局。。。
不可能把把都赢，
只要筹码在自己手上，
就永远都有希望。。。

workz...

2008-09-01T11:14:00.004+08:00

I simply cant believe wad's in front of me... someone told off me harsh statements... and before that, she was like trying to convince u with her nice explanations for her actions!! i remembered a fren ever told me off by saying, "dun give me sweets after telling me off..!!" i guessed i get to understand how it really feels like...

i guess i cant forget the terrible feeling i had over the last week.. for no reason, i got the statements, leaving me with no room for explanations!! i wished i can rebut myself.. haiz... but no chance... her saliva had drowned me... and it really makes me feel terrible and pissed off of her.. for one full week.. her words seemed to linger at my ears... i guess... i wont forget her statements for time being...

anyway... i went to the Air Force open house over the weekend... it was rather enjoyable one... i got to sit on C130... which i was pretty excited over... it's an unforgettable trip, for the weekend... at least, it brightened up my spirits over the weekend.. i took a few photos... but have not upload to my comp... so will share with all the next time round...!!!

updaatezzzz....

2008-08-25T21:02:00.002+08:00

thanks for wu ming shi's comment.. yesh... indeed... without dark chocolates, esp, 99% dark chocolates, we wont be appreciative for those sweet ones..

things are bad..

2008-08-21T10:16:00.002+08:00

some things... never judge a book by its cover... some say, life is like a box of chocolate... mine box of chocolate muz be a box of dark chocolates i suppose... the dark side of life... at work.. it's really shuck. but... fortunately, i managed to find the one piece of my cookie and cream chocolate in the box.. probably it's the one and only piece.. so eat it now or later?? i supposed, i'm not that unlucky one afterall... there muz be more less unfortunate ppl ard. juz that i haven get to see them...???

so cheer up for me!!

心经

2008-08-19T11:00:00.002+08:00

般若波罗蜜-心经

　
观自在菩萨行深般若波罗蜜多时
照见五蕴皆空度一切苦厄

舍利子
色不异空空不异色
色即是空空即是色
受想行识亦复如是

舍利子
是诸法空相不生不灭
不垢不净不增不减
是故空中无色无受想行识
无眼耳鼻舌身意无色声香味触法
无眼界乃至无意识界
无无明亦无无明尽
乃至无老死亦无老死尽
无苦集灭道无智亦无得以无所得故

菩提萨陲依般若波罗蜜多故

心无　碍无　碍故无有恐怖
远离颠倒梦想究竟涅盘
三世诸佛依般若波罗蜜多故
得阿耨多罗三藐三菩提

故知般若波罗蜜多
是大神咒是大明咒是无上咒
是无等等咒能除一切苦真实不虚
故说般若波罗蜜多咒
即说咒曰揭谛揭谛

波罗揭谛波罗僧揭谛菩提娑婆诃
般若波罗密多心经

update of me.

2008-08-17T18:28:00.006+08:00

hm.. i cant believe it... the weekend is over again!!! gosh man... i wished it were longer... sunday... dun go.. keke... i muz be dreaming again.. time to wake up..

it had been a month... 1 full month since i last really posted anything on my blog?? wad had i been doing?? busy at work.. and of course, watching my dvd... it's a nice dvd to catch.. i burst into laughter... hm.. the show was "it started with a kiss.." - Taiwan version... i have to finish watching the first den i can proceed with the second one... haha... it's a really funny show, that was originated from the Jap version i watched!! hm... how should i say..? maybe u guys should watch it if u haven catch that..

期待的落空　文◎張小嫻

2008-07-13T23:17:00.001+08:00

hm... i haven been reading up those articles... but this is one which i came across from 張小嫻 , which i find it quite meaningful... so sharing it with all...

期待的落空　文◎張小嫻

每一段愛情，都會出現期待的落空。

有時候，那些期待不過很微小。譬如，那天晚上，你很想見他，他卻沒法來。又譬如說：你期望他會給你一點安慰，他偏偏沒有反應。

那些期待，微小得有如生活中的瑣事。你在最想聽到他的聲音時聽不到，你在最想跟他說話時他沒時間細聽。你想跟他溫存的時候他看不出來。你只想跟他擁抱時他又以為你想要溫存。你想得到他的讚美時，他疏忽了。你想得到他的支持時，他以為你已經夠堅強。

既然是生活瑣事，我們早就習慣了期待落空；因為，有時候，那些期待並沒有落空。

然而，更大的期待，並不是生活裡的期待，而是對那個人的期待。

我們以為愛上了自己所期待的人，或許是一種誤解。

你以為他是那樣，他也努力成為你期待的那個人；可是，他真的是那個人嗎？

我們都會奮力成為對方心中的那個人。如果他認為他愛的是個聰明的女人，我會盡量使自己聰明。如果他認為他愛的是個善良的女人，我會盡量善良。如果他認為他愛的是個獨立的女人，我便會盡量獨立。當他以為他愛的是個寵壞了的野蠻女人，我也會努力成為那樣的人。

假使那個男人愛你夠深，他同樣會努力成為你期待的人。譬如說：像你所以為的那麼愛你、像你所期望的那麼偉大。

直到一天，我們發現對方的要求已經越來越高，已經分不清現實與期待，我們只好黯然承認：我沒法成為你期待的那個人。

不能跟情人说的话

2008-07-10T22:49:00.001+08:00

刘若英范玮琪-不能跟情人说的话

有时候对一个人那么用心
却还是搞不清楚他的逻辑

谈恋爱谁没演过一点戏
装没事装忘记装小心翼翼

有时候和一个人那么亲密
却还是忍不住想保护自己

谁恋爱不曾藏一点秘密
留防备留回忆留心情

谢谢你总是陪我分享
不能跟情人说的话
我反反复复你也从不笑我
老是骂他却又离不开他

谢谢你总是替我收藏
不想跟情人说的话
我胡思乱想你一直握着我手
让我释放然后慢慢宽广

有时候和一个人那么亲密
却还是忍不住想保护自己

谁恋爱不曾藏一点秘密
留防备留回忆留心情

谢谢你总是陪我分享
不能跟情人说的话
我反反复复你也从不笑我
老是骂他却又离不开他

谢谢你总是替我收藏
不想跟情人说的话
我胡思乱想你一直握着我手
让我释放然后慢慢宽广

别人都说我很坚强
只有你劝我别逞强
爱是漂亮却不完美的天堂
旧了总有需要修补的地方

谢谢你总是陪我分享
不能跟情人说的话
我反反复复你也从不笑我
老是骂他却又离不开他

谢谢你总是替我收藏
不想跟情人说的话
我胡思乱想你一直握着我手
让我释放然后慢慢宽广

Just a little update of me....

2008-06-30T18:32:00.015+08:00

It seems ages since i last update my blog... 2 months ago?? maybe? ard there... probably... ok, i had been real tied up to neck... busy with all sorts of things...

Major Event... THE EXAMS...
the tough exams were finally over!! 3 cheers! but if u were to ask me, "hey, can u pass?" frankly. no confidence there. haha... just pray hard. the deepest impression i got from the exam is the invigilators got this amendment of the question, and told us, but somehow, he seemed to be mumbling to himself.. not that i cant make out what he's trying to say, but many of the students cant figure it out too... anyway, i strained my ears and only got half of it clear. and messed up my paper... Eww.... keke... anyway.. IT's over.. so no use to blame who le la... haha....

Alone at the JC. Just me alone. i was wondering if the organization was trying to make me spend more time on traveling. all the way to the north or west side de JC which they held one at RJC! It's just opposite my place!!! OMG! i had to travel all the way to that particular JC and back alone.

On 28th June, 2008
There’s this G4S Dinner and dance where all is invited along.
The Treasure hunt in the day time – we went all over singapore juz to finish the game. Going to West coast.. Changi... and Botanical Garden.. well... It’s somewhere i haven been for such a long long time... near the greens... ok, we have to be more environmental friendly... Love the world. Keke... back to topic... my team managed to finish the game in second place... next coming up was the D&D. to me, the venue was rather far. Chevron? Was that the name? it’s in Boon Lay anyway. Way out for me. Its was a long journey to and fro. But lucky, there’s a nice colleague, Kenny to give me a ride to and back home.. Thanks a lot ya... i dun have to take the train back... else... dunno wad time liao... -.-"

Oh ya.. the next big thing coming up.... will be my results... which will be sian la.. hope can pass?? wahaha...

Little Events... wahaha... It's too minor for me to recall what exactly took place...?? probably picture tells a thousand words... let me put in some photos i took, with some narations bah... haha....

A pic of me and Mr Pius @ the annual dinner...

the traditional night...

MY department crew... guess... who's my mgr??

my sweet buDDy...dUet PaL

The tang-dynasty?? new substitution for Huan Zhu Ge gE???

nice scenery??

the skyline....

Last but not least... is my intro to my drink....
the tasty drink from some "restuarant" which i cant
remember the name... slipped out of my mind...

Ok, i had more pics to upload actually... but due to it's either too gross, or too disgusting... i decided to drop them.. keke...

The down week

2008-05-19T10:11:00.000+08:00

Last week was a down week for me... but lucky, Pius was there to cheer me up and keep me on... Thanks!!!

I din know wad exactly happened... kinda lost at work... probably.. i needed some time to re-organise myself again...

We had a G4S bowling session.. Ew... i wasn't a good bowler, as expected... and someone keep teasing me, "hey... u look so cute while u bowl... the good bowler..." Dots... anyway.. the MD, An** was a fun person(or maybe should i say, "he juz wanna bring some life the the lanes??") at the alley. he brought up the atmosphere for us. "Fantastic!! It's a STRIKE!!" he blunted... Looking closely at the ball i bowled.. "That's Close!! Try one more!!", "Nice one!!" he told me.. looking at the spare i got... yeah. thanks.. my mood then was juz to finish it asap and get home soon! and as expected results was out. he was one of the best bowler... well.. we are juz there to "let him show" how good bowler he is.. so who wins, it doesn't matter much to me...

Finally... the week has ended for me.. a beginning of the new week... i will JIA YOU de... cant imagine how much work i've got in this week due for completion... Datelines... sianz... exams are coming... i better get back to my notes... -.-|"

Wishing no exams... and dreaming on...............

思念的星星

2008-05-14T10:36:00.000+08:00

<< 思念的星星>>　文◎張小嫻
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懷念一個已經不在的情人，有許多方法。其中一種，是把他的骨灰發射到太空去，讓死者在太空俯視塵世裏的愛人。另一種，是把他的骨灰製成煙花炮，在夜空中光華燦爛，然後銘記著這一刻。

最近，還有一種新的紀念方法，便是把骨灰轉化為鑽石。由於骨灰和鑽石的主要化學元素均為『碳』元素，所以，骨灰能夠變成鑽石。這種寄託哀思的代價自然不會便宜，每克拉的骨灰鑽石要花費約五萬美元。

一個人的骨灰能變成多少克拉的鑽石？這個我不知道。然而，把情人的骨灰化作光芒閃爍的鑽石，又似乎比把它送上青天或化為煙花塵更是深情。

鑽石商人總說『鑽石恆久遠』，當至愛的骨灰化成手中的鑽石戒指，不正是象徵永恆嗎？這是永恆的愛，也是永恆的思念。

我不禁會想，到了那一天，有人會捨得將我化成一顆鑽石嗎？而我又重多少克拉？純度如何？顏色如何？切割的手工又會是怎樣的？跟真的鑽石毫無分別嗎？以後，他不需要到我的墓地去，思念我的時候，看看那顆鑽石便會想起曾經活過的我。

我又會否把至愛化作鑽石？然後，鑲在一顆白金指環之上，無論天涯海角，都會把它牢牢地套在無名指上。可是，萬一給人搶劫怎麼辦？萬一丟了怎麼辦？即使將一生的愛化為一顆晶瑩的鑽石，當自己不在的那一天，也還是要放手的。所以，我想比我愛的人首先轉化成鑽石。鑽石是思念的星星。

2008-05-03T11:09:00.002+08:00

No matter what happens, what decisions you make, I'll be right here waiting for you...

plain unlucky.

2008-04-22T18:19:00.001+08:00

it's pretty unfortunate to say... my boss saw me in msn liao. faint. for the first time i'm using and tio. sian. it reminds me of my sec sch. the first time leaving textbook in sch, under the desk, and got confiscate. it's pretty sad case.

Wad luck! i better finish up my work and off to home

UPdate plz

2008-04-22T18:07:00.001+08:00

Hey ppl!!

It seems ancient years since i last update your bloggie add... Can u pls drop me a msg or via msn/sms for a new update of ur blog so i can do my update??

Thanks!!!

blogging again

2008-04-08T09:15:00.003+08:00

It's pretty tiring day today. having working til 9pm ytd. for the full 12 hours. tiring. dragging myself out of bed and off to work. it seems it's gonna be another long day. an early morning, i'm waiting for 6pm..

let me share with all my incidence while waiting for a cab ytd. It's real hard for me to hitch a cab around this area, as i tried for 40mins before i got one? i managed to find a cab and the cabbie told me he's going to toa payoh direction and BISHAN is not in his way! OMG! ok, all along, i always thought, Bishan and toa payoh are neighbours! and yet he told me this?? sian half. no is 3/4! after some walking and waiting time, i finally got a cab and the nice cabbie chatted with me along the way. and i got home safe and sound.

hope today wont be a long day.

Workz... Workz... Workz...

2008-04-07T20:19:00.002+08:00

It's kinda tiring.. though i not doing closing for the month, but ppl giving me things, keep delaying, sitting on documents til it burn(some will sit til warm..) and end up, i tio again. sian half. but lucky my boss is a nice lady. (so far, thats wad i see la..) though she nags, and sometimes, not her day, will get it from her (think all boss is like that de bah?) but so far, i still can stand her. lolx...
juz hope this month-end will be better..!
***Pray hard***

keke... as for sch. i tink i really gotta work hard liao. 3 modules. Suicide. so... JIA YOU bah, shenyan! tink need some help. and more time!!

gosh man. and this hour i still working in office. i better stop my blog for now...

Believe

2008-03-25T16:22:00.001+08:00

Believe in no one except urself!

today. tomorrow

2008-03-21T00:26:00.001+08:00

Stop drowning urself in worthless yesterdays...
wad matters now is today...

life's short

2008-03-08T23:14:00.003+08:00

Do treasure ppl around you... Nice people dun often come by...

one litres of tears...

2008-03-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

"Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing"

-Aya

New year Greetings

2008-02-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

happy new year to all...

May all girls remain as pretty, and guys be more handsome!!!

喜歡和不喜歡

2008-02-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

喜歡和不喜歡 -

喜歡和不喜歡只是一线之差。。
“ 做人还是簡单一點好，我的一切，都可以分成喜欢和不喜欢：喜歡和不喜欢的人，喜歡和不喜歡的書，喜歡和不喜欢的地方，喜欢和不喜欢的食物，喜欢和不喜欢做的事，沒有模稜两可。

一旦喜欢一個人，我会对他特別包容。不喜欢的，我會很挑剔。”

或许，对很多人来说，当不喜欢一个人时，他甚至会在鸡蛋里挑骨头吧？
在一个不起眼的毛病里，可以把它说成一个严重的毛病。

有很多人总是会说，“我一向对事不对人。。” 但，有几个人真的能做到呢？

Begin?

2008-02-02T23:39:00.000+08:00

I cant remember how long had i not update my blog... and it seems long.. so much busy with work and everything else...

2007 had already ended more than a month. some things are fulfiled. and changes are done. there is no reverse action for them. so hopefully, for the things done, i wont regret....

IS it a new begin? or an end?

Sharing...

2008-01-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

若你爱她，就必能与她分享她的喜与优。。
这是作为一个伴侣最简单的责任。。

不明白对方的想法你永远只独自发呆
那就是一段缺乏沟通的爱情。。
多站在对方的立场
将心比心的想，必定更了解你的另一半。。

2008- happy new year

2008-01-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

Christmas is now over.. and New year is here.

The brand new year, which i m not waiting for.. is here. the 2008.
School's starting soon. everything is maybe afresh for me?? probably..

its a tiring 2007. a long long one. i tried not to remember the sad things that happened. and my summary of the year

January - the sad thing ever.
Feb - the acca results out
June - exams.
August - Results again.
Dec - Exams. Christmas

It's a very short summary huh? some things i din wanna recall it or to remember it bahz..

anyway.. Happy new year to all.. and have a great year ahead!

updatez

2007-12-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

It's juz an update of me. i'm back from my holidays. and its an enjoyable one with the guys. to Cameron and GEnting. with lots of photos taken..

Christmas is coming soon... i cant wait to it.

juz another update.

2007-12-13T15:34:00.000+08:00

Seems long since i last updated huh? 2 weeks ago? maybe?
it's a not too long time ago. was mugging for my papers..
so i guess the next question that popped up is "how's the paper??"
and my answer is..."we shall c how, in feb. hope everything's gonna be alright"

Anyway. ACCA. it's not as easy papers as wad others see.. It's one with the overall passing rates over international, it's not more than 55% for every single paper.. u know how tough it is to get thru it. some peeps did got thru it at their first attempt for each paper, while some will have to try for it for the second or maybe even the third or fourth. and the changing syllabus.. and anyway... for now, my current papers are over..

I cant wait for the holidays that has been waiting for me. though it's not far from here. but better than none, at least. hahaa.. and it's juz less than a week away.. yeah. with some of my friends.. It's probably gonna be fun with them along~!!
>.*

nothing much had happened lately. just back with the same old things... so i dunno wad else to write. and, here are some photos taken.

This is 江承熹

陈丽萍

and some of the wu liao photos...

a maze outside library

Anyway.. now the dilemma is that which module should i go for in the next sem. haiz. kinda sad. and sian half le..

i shall continue update it tmr.

snail...

2007-11-27T13:39:00.000+08:00

Overwhleming sadness.

2007-11-26T12:11:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be a long day. i supposed. short week for me. exams dates drawing nearer each day, every moments.

I cant help but the feel sad for the moments now. in office. looking at the hypocrites around. so disgusted by the way they do things.. nothing much i can say nor to voice out but to write silently in my blog to vent out the frustrations? maybe.

Well. things dun always go in the way i want. cant expect much oso. of the changing environment. Juz tinking of going lunch with my "lunch-mates" really start to put me off.. i cant wait til end of the day. and get my freedom back. thinking of the purpose, y the XX m i still sitting here when my exam paper is juz 6 days away. how much have i glanced thru?

Final decision. GIVE UP. for the things dun goes in the way i wanted them to be, and for things i can hardly change the way it is.

it's now better for me to get down and focus on those facts that i can try to change.

the decision

2007-11-23T11:14:00.000+08:00

The nightmare.
It's "haunting" me everyday..
survival in a dessert island..

lost

2007-11-14T14:33:00.000+08:00

should i continue....? or just give it up...?

photos

2007-11-13T16:16:00.000+08:00

Nice environment??

picture taken with the girls...

ring

2007-11-06T09:34:00.000+08:00

The lost ring.
It's somewhere out there to be retrived.

update

2007-11-04T09:34:00.000+08:00

27 days to exams...
Roy's lect has ended. indication that exam date is drawing nearer...

4 days to Deepavali. the public holiday....

Endurance. it's the key.

updatez.

2007-10-25T13:53:00.000+08:00

Endurance. 6 days to 4 mths.

Only left with 45 days to exams. it's kinda shag..

post

2007-10-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

wad should i say. i haven been updating my blog lately. tied up at work..
so much with my boss. sick and tired. fickle minded like other bosses are. or maybe even more than others...?? tempermental boss. sianz... so occupied with everything. not forgetting my lectures... and i missed everything. Lai mun, ching, royston and all everyone else. includes Jack..

lately i juz got to catch up with them.. it's pretty fun to hang out with them and forgetting all my stress in work. shackz manz. even maybe potato, looks so happy and content in his work.

the public holiday - i managed to visit all my ex-colleagues there... some of them no longer there le. ALvan, Alvin. JAck, Jeff. and others. maybe? i cant remember all of them now. hm.. but nice to c my best pal Mun enjoying there..

ok. for now. it's juz abt 50 days left for my exams. so i have to buck up for it le., 3 modules. struggling for survival?? maybe. haha..

probably the next time i write abt my job will be on my boss??? or maybe i should go for a switch again. tired.

update the next time.

Exams countdown

2007-10-08T14:05:00.000+08:00

It's only left with 60 days to my exams. tired..
Studies. work.. wad can i say.
It's juz the part and parcel of life that i'm complaining.

岁月不留人。。
time flies. it really does...

感受...

2007-10-05T10:24:00.000+08:00

感受1-----女人是用来疼的

这个是最深的感受，女人如水，无论坚强的女性，脆弱的女性，在自己可以托付终身的男人面前都会表现出如水的温柔，体现出纯真放松，天真无邪的一面，在这个社会上，女人本身面临着诸多的不平等，作为爱她的男人，我们应该用全部的心去疼爱她，让她充分感到自己在你心目中是最美的，最重要的。不要随便对她发火，不要时不时自己心情不好，就冷落她，女人是用来疼的，无论你多忙，多累，记得想起她，她未必需要你何种档次的物质投入，也许只有一个深情的拥抱，脸颊上轻轻的一个吻，已经足以让她甘心情愿的陪你一辈子。

感受2----不要勉强她的意愿

对于很多女人来说，也许是用一辈子的幸福作赌注来爱一个人，很多时候，女人为了迁就男人，会做很多违背自己意愿，初衷的事情，完全是出于对你的那种无可救药的爱。男人不应该出于自己的一己私利，而不顾女人的处境和感受，让她从此失去主动，不要勉强她做任何没有想好，决定的事情，比如性。曾经看过的一篇文章，说得很好，如果你还没有给她披上婚纱的把握，如果你们的感情才刚刚开始，如果你们的基础还不牢固，请你不要勉强她，因为婚姻对于女人的重要性，也许更甚于男人。在这样一个社会，多少年来残留不去的封建思想还在影响着很多男人，如果她真的将来不能和你一起走向红地毯，那么把她完完整整得留给她未来的丈夫，不要毁掉她一生的幸福。

感受3----绝对不要轻言分手

3年来，从来没有用分手来要挟过她，分手不是随便说的，能走到一起，是莫大的缘分，茫茫人海中，唯独你两个擦出爱情的火花，是多么奇妙的一件事情，珍惜彼此的缘分，千万不要轻言分手，也许只是一时气话，但也许会对你们爱情发展埋下可怕的定时炸弹，而且，分手如果说得很多，就好比狼来了，双方都不再在意，都不认为问题的严重性，当狼真的来了，也就无法挽回了。“后来”那首歌曲留给大家的遗憾难道还不深刻么？总之，两个人能够相爱，必有相互吸引的地方，能够相处，必有能容纳彼此的基础，那么出了问题，应该不是原则性的大问题，多数可以通过坐下来沟通，心平气和的解决问题，女人嘛，有时候明知道自己错了，也不讲理，男人呢，这个时候就大度一些何必婆婆妈妈的，给老婆认个错，能丢多大的人？你说呢，你不但不会丢人，而且老婆在泪眼婆娑中，会更加深情的爱你，你说你是不是大赢家？

感受4----学会包容，求同存异的磨合

两个出身于不同环境，不同家庭，不同成场氛围的人，在一起相处，绝对不可能是严丝合缝的搭配，那都是文学作品中的描写，现实中的爱情不是那样。需要两个人彼此宽容对方，相互包容，如果没有致命的性格缺陷，或者不可调和的矛盾，原则问题的话，很多小的问题，分歧可以求同存异，尤其男人要能包容女人，容忍她们的小脾气，要知道女人只有在你的面前才会那样，而在别人面前则会伪装起来，只有自己的老婆是最好的，要记住这个真理，莫要羡慕其他人的老婆，因为你看到的所谓的她们的“好”，都是伪装给你看得，她们在她们自己的男人面前是什么样子你不知道的！多多发掘自己老婆得优点吧，给她信心，她不会让你失望的！

感受5----激情消退后的亲情永驻

相处时间久了，有的人会觉得没有当初的那种感觉，是不是两个人出问题了？答案是否定的，这是正常的，因为你们的包容，磨合已经让你们的激情逐渐被亲情代替，他/她都成为了彼此生命中的一部分，她疼你痛的感觉会让你真正明白什么叫心有灵犀这个时候，女人也许会敏感些，要给她信心，告诉她你们的爱情没问题，无论多忙，也不要忘记学会给爱情保鲜，除了在生活上关心她，在精神也同样重要，每天相处的时候记得赞美她的每一点变化，让她知道她的变化你看在眼里，自己也学会改变自己，不要一成不变的面对她，千万不要借口自己忙，很多天都不见她，甚至敷衍了事的电话说几句，想起她来了，就召唤过来，那样她会很伤心，那根本不是亲情！

感受很多，总结出这最重要的5点，留给在感情道路上的朋友们，愿我们都幸福。

虚伪

2007-09-28T09:22:00.000+08:00

虚伪。。他们都好虚伪呀。。。

they appear to be good friends.. approachable... but in fact, they juz wan to cover their backs.. how selfish one can be.

help one can be such easy, yet, things such as "you juz get on with ur work. the rest.. haa.. u better not care. it's not ur biz nor my biz..."

人之初，性本善。。。 is this true...? how man changes over years... helping one seems so difficult.. to stay and go on to their position is not easy. "killing" with invisible knives.. arrows.. some with miserable death or innocent death...

well. wad can i say..? it's all office politics.. some friends may tell me.. "come on, it's part of working life..." or "this is the fact of man..."

Office politics seems getting more and more as the position u get higher..
the higher u get, u have to be more "skillful" in "killing" one... (杀人不见血)

One needs years of experience to learn that maybe..??

The course of true love never did run smooth

2007-09-23T13:32:00.000+08:00

"The course of true love never did run smooth."
From A Midsummer Night's Dream
Author: Shakespear

"Nothing can come of nothing: speak again."

2007-09-15T12:07:00.000+08:00

Quote from Shakespears...

"Nothing can come of nothing: speak again."
--From King Lear

满足感

2007-09-05T10:58:00.000+08:00

满足感。。 - 不是来自满足于你想要的，而是了解到你所用有的那么多。。

当快乐之门关上时，另一道门就会打开，但很多时候，我们只盯着已关的门，而没有看到已为我们打开的那道门。。

Action speaks louder than words...

2007-09-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

Action speaks louder than words...
BUT it's always easier said than done..

Isn't this contradicting to itself?

My busy weekend...

2007-09-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

What a busy weekend i had.. i should say..

i meet up ling, zann and xia for our yummy dinner in Swensen's @ PS.. it's quite a long time since we last catch up!! i cant quite remember when was the last time le.. It's so long ago!!

we had our dinner, and our dessert, ice-cream. yummy. Refer to attached for my ice-cream.. heehee...

Before eating...

Looks yummy, isn't it?? my cookie ice-cream.. heez...

After

On Saturday was rather a busy day for me.. attending birthdays.. my little cousin's birthday and a BBQ session.. indulging myself with different types of food.. bbq-ed stuff and buffet food.. =P
(refer attached)

Carrying babies... little Galen, and cutie JX... cute Galen seems liked me, that he din wanna move an inch from my arms.. lolx...

Sunday, going to the warehouse sales and got myself a pair of new track shoes and a polo tee.. haha.. it's not that ex..!!!

After that, rushing down to Comex with him.. and looking at the new laptops.. and other IT stuff.. The crowd is as usual. filled with thousands of people, and i can hardly find a space to walk thru.. making my way thru, in between the booths.. looking at the different things, memory stick, thumbdrives, hard-disk.. the prices of such stuff drop tremendously.. Price fluctuate so much...!! hm.. i din managed to get anything from there.. haiz...

Look at the crowd!! i took it after 7pm on Sunday...!!

Hm.. It's lots of ppl heading to the Comex!!

Pic 2 -

To be or not to be...

2007-08-30T09:18:00.000+08:00

Shakespears quote,

"To be or not to be, --that is the question:--
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them?"

There are many choices and paths in life.. choices between either.. when decisions are made, sacrifices will be made...

... In the dilemma ...

Choosing my own path....

Just another update

2007-08-29T17:30:00.000+08:00

The peace...
Nothing much happened lately.. the peace is as usual.

Results were out last week. quite moody after looking at it. bad case. sad. i was juz 2 marks away... and have to re-do the whole module. kinda sian liao.. haiz...
din wanna talk much about it.. quite bothered abt it. haiz.. but thanks to " 某人" for the console..

and anyway. some of my friends were quite sad about their results too... and " 某人" managed to get all passes.. hm.. happy for ya!

I met a ex-colleague. and was quite sad to hear that many are leaving and had left. It's juz less than 2 mths since i left. Jeff, Chen bo, and even Jack had left for the better position!! Alvan is leaving too... guess i gonna miss all of them liao.. haiz...

my job here. ok, boss wasn't around today. but i managed to complete my work.. now waiting to go off for my bridging class.. hm.. some ppl here is rather nice. but not others. i can remember wad Mr KK Tang once said, "There's many eyes behind you, and you wont know who's watching..." i guess this is applicable no matter to where u go...

i cant wait for my busy Saturday to arrive. bbq's and my little cousin's 1 year old birthday!!

Around 98 days to the exams....

Secret...

2007-08-14T10:24:00.000+08:00

It all begins with a tune...

juz a simple update.

2007-08-07T11:27:00.000+08:00

i went to watch the NDP rehearsal last Sat. It's pretty COOL formation! Ermz.. well.. i always liked the march past and the formations! let me put some of the pics taken. not very well taken. but still can see the uniform contingents formations.

Formation #01 - NDP 07 .. how organised the contingents are!

Formation 02 - NS 40..

the flights holding Our National Flag...

This is a pic of the water "Fountain" thingy. looks like musical fountain in Sentosa leh! but this is prettier! haha.. look at the red red thingy there...

a Picture of me and huiz.. Nice huh??

Anyway... Enjoy the National Day..
HapPy 42th BirtHdaY SingaPore!!!

last day of the month

2007-07-31T09:55:00.000+08:00

It's so fast... one mth had past.. it had been a busy mth for me. studying and working. learning new things at the new job. with nice supervisor, TPC.. everyday having lunch in Far East is really ex!! getting broke these days. missed having lunch with LM and alvin, alvan and all the guys there!

it's a brand new, "exciting" month coming up..
- doing my routine daily stuff...
- new things coming up..
- meeting the big shots.. etc..

it's kinda tiring to study and work at the same time. Financial reporting is one i'm totally lost. And now i'm struggling thru. hopefully i can find my way... -.-" well.. at least taxation, i understand wad they are talking abt.... Now til August 20.. it's juz 20 days away.. and by then i will know how i fare in last semester's results le... hopefully i can pass the papers with flying color. or maybe a marginal pass will do.

National day is coming is coming in a week's time.. i cant wait til the public holiday to arrive. it's probably a resting day for me... -.-

alone in a stranger island

2007-07-03T23:19:00.000+08:00

Time flies. the begin of my new work.

Probably i would say is, a stranger to new island.. but i have a helpful boss and nice colleagues to work with.. a friendly receptionist. conducive environment. that is even quieter than a library... haha.. i'm going to get used to it.

well.. i've gotten used to the noisy environment, freedom and gossips.. i wouldn't forget all my friends there... and i've start to miss them le!!

Take care aLL..

MissiNg...

2007-06-25T08:53:00.000+08:00

It's my last week here.. I tink i'm gonna miss everything and everyone here.
Lai mun, for sure. one of my best colleague! and all my other colleagues and friends... too many to name for now... haha...

I'm gonna miss the latest movies, shows, and songs here... listening it for countless times that i really got so sick of the songs...

chatting with my colleagues around when i got so bored and tired of my work... Having lunching with a big group of colleagues, that we had a hard time looking for seats, deciding where to go for lunch. It's such a fun environment here.. which i tink i'm gonna miss after my leave....

Take care friends...

It's a long long Journey....

2007-06-21T10:30:00.000+08:00

It had been some time since i last really update about myself le...

Okiez, for a start, i'm leaving Philips soon.. moving on to a new job - a total stranger environment. I supposed i'll miss all my friends here... like Mun, Alvin, Alvan, Royston and everyone else too... No replacements for me yet, but it's still time for me to move on. For a start, i shall keep the company low profile for the moment.. It's a fresh new start, i hope..

hm.. not much abt my daily life. getting on with my work and getting pretty sian here. workload is increasing without a pay increase. Someone ever told me before, "Work's never ending." Looking at my work and my friend's work.. GST increase, work increase, stress increase, pay remains. which is a very sad case... okiez, enuf of my rants.. hehee...

Enjoy working... probably will update my blog again after i start my new work...! take care!

rings And It's meaning....

2007-06-18T10:54:00.000+08:00

Rings and its meaning....

Promise Ring
A promise ring is given to a romantic partner to signify a promise to be committed in a monogamous relationship, maybe in which a young couple pledge their love for one another. The gift of the ring indicates that serious courting is under-way. It can be given as a symbol that a couple does not feel that it is an appropriate time to consider engagement or marriage but are serious about each other and their relationship.

A promise ring can be worn on any finger on the left or right hand, although ring fingers are far preferred. Most often it is the left ring finger, but due to engagement confusion, the right ring finger is finding acceptance in today's world.

Engagement Ring
An engagement ring is a ring worn by a woman on her left-hand ring finger indicating her engagement to be married. It is customary for the ring to be worn on the right-hand ring finger in countries like Germany, or in Eastern Europe. By modern convention, the ring is usually presented as a betrothal gift by a man to his prospective bride while or directly after she accepts his marriage proposal. It represents a formal agreement to future marriage.

Wedding rings
A wedding ring or wedding band consists of a precious metal ring, in certain countries (UK, USA, Brazil) worn on the base of the left ring finger – the fourth finger (counting from the thumb) of the left hand. In most other parts of the world, it is worn on the right ring finger. Such a ring symbolizes marriage: a spouse wears it to indicate a marital commitment to fidelity.

2007-06-13T10:17:00.000+08:00

忍一时，风平浪静。。
退一步，海阔天空。。

Love is....

2007-06-11T15:56:00.000+08:00

你是獨一無二的

愛一個人，你會很希望令他相信，他在你心目中的独一無二；若果他始终不相信，即不能令他愛你愛得更安心，你还会觉得是自己的责任：「是不是我做得还不夠好呢？」打动不了他，你有想哭的感觉。

有時候，誠恳的說話便足以打动人；必要時，作一個誓神劈愿狀，也許能加強說服力；若遇上难应付的對手，你便会更落力地，用尽任何方法，務求令他从視觉、听觉、嗅觉、触觉、感觉等感观世界里，感受你對他無处不在的愛意。

至於該說甚么話，让他相信你？試試以下這對白，希望可以帮忙。

「你在我心目中是独一無二的，为甚么你还有不相信我呢？在這一刻，除了你，我还可以对誰在說情話？還可以拉誰的手在街上跑？还可以享受誰的吻？還可以拥誰睡觉？還可以在梦中挂念誰？还可以期待跟誰有將來？世界上的男人，在我心目中，只分成兩類，第一類是我不愛的，有好几億人；第二類是我深愛的，就只有你一個。」

如果你說以上說話的時候，有想哭的感觉，你是真心的。

爱是。。。

2007-05-29T10:13:00.000+08:00

爱一个人是。。。。

包容，不是纵容。。。
倾诉，不是告诉。。。

Just a new updatez...

2007-05-28T10:36:00.000+08:00

This is juz a new updatez. Had been real shaggy lately. Exams dates are drawing nearer and nearer. and less than 1 week, i will be in expo for the papers.. Sitting for 2 papers... It's really taxing for me. Energy quite drained off and tireness overwhelming. Ok, i juz have to endure thru one more week... times are now different.

A new start of the week, packed with stuff to be completed.. no more slackings.. i supposed. Its going to be a rush mth. completion of work. shaggy.

Problems seems occurring and non-stopping. Overcoming it continuously....

Love is....

2007-05-07T13:26:00.000+08:00

Love is for someone who understand how to love themselves..
only then, they will know how to love others....

鱼和水的旁白

2007-05-04T09:31:00.000+08:00

鱼和水的旁白

鱼对水说：你看不见我的眼泪，因为我在水中。
水对鱼说；我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心中。我不是鱼，你也不是水。你能看见我寂寞的眼泪吗？

鱼对水说：我永远不会离开你，因为离开你，我无法生存。
水对鱼说：我知道，可是如果你的心不在呢？我不是鱼，你也不是水。我不离开你是因为我爱你。可是，你的心里有我吗？

鱼对水说：我很寂寞，因为我只能待在水中。
水对鱼说：我知道，因为我的心里装着你的寂寞。我不是鱼，你也不是水。我寂寞是因为我思念你。可是，远方的你能感受到吗?

鱼对水说：如果没有鱼，那水里还会剩下什么？
水对鱼说：如果没有你，那又怎么会有我？我不是鱼，你也不是水。没有你的爱，我依然会好好的活。可是，好好的活并不代表我可以把你忘记

鱼对水说：一辈子不能出去看看外面的世界，是我最大的遗憾。
水对鱼说：一辈子不能打消你的这个念头，是我最大的失败。我不是鱼，你也不是水。现在的我只想要一个一辈子的承诺。可是，你负担得起吗？

鱼对水说：在你的一生中，我是第几条鱼？
水对鱼说：你不是在水中的第一条鱼，但却是在我心中的第一条。我不是鱼，你也不是水。我们都不是彼此生命中的第一个，可是，你知道吗？你却是我第一个想嫁的人。

鱼对水说：你相信一见钟情吗？
水对鱼说：当我意识到你是鱼的那一刻，就知道你会游到我的心里。我不是鱼，你也不是水。我以为我对你的爱不会长久，因为那是一见钟情。可是，我错了，感情如酒，越封越浓越长久。

鱼对水说：为什么每次都是我问你答？
水对鱼说：因为我喜欢在问答中让你了解我的心。我不是鱼，你也不是水。为什么你总是让我等待？难道你不知道，等待=失去信心=放弃。

如果我是鱼，而你是水，那该多好！水永远都知道鱼的想法，因为鱼在水心里。

但是我不是鱼，你也不是水。你永远都不知道我的爱，因为我也许根本就不在你的心里。

如果我是鱼，而你是水，我可以游入你的心里吗？

200 Pounds Beauty

2007-05-02T10:10:00.000+08:00

200 Pounds Beauty Synosis

Hanna is a lip sync vocalist for Ammy, the famous Korean pop singer. Even though Hanna is always ignored due to her appearance, she has always been a bright and happy girl until Ammy humiliated her in front of Sang-jun, the one she secretly admired.

Finally, she made a life-changing decision: to have a major cosmetic surgery... For the whole body. There after, she has became a real beauty, and became a real singer. But due to the circumstance, she had to forgo some things. For Sang-Jun, she sacrificed her dad, best friend, and even her memories... Not many get to know her real identity after her big change, even her dad! But in the end, she decided to tell everyone the fact, and how she felt not telling and what makes her undergoes the drastic change. It's a touching yet a comedy...

Labour Day

2007-04-30T15:02:00.000+08:00

Hi all..

Happy Labour Day...

HaPPy Holidaez....

心情

2007-04-25T11:02:00.000+08:00

地球是不会为了你的不愉快而停留的。。

与其不愉快的过每一天，不如快快乐乐的度过。。

设身处地地为他人着想。站在另一个角度看事情，你会有新的体验，新的发现。。

不须为不必要的事烦恼。生活会容易过一些。。

朋友比不上敌人

2007-04-23T11:40:00.000+08:00

朋友比不上敌人

B在街上遇到以前一个好朋友，他说:“我故意掉头走了，不让他看到我，何必要大家碰头，然后虚伪地演一场戏？我不会原谅他从前出卖我，他也应该心知肚明。”

过了数天，B在街上遇到他的敌人，这个人以前曾经做了很多事情攻击他。B看到他，不但没有避开他，更上前跟他打招呼，两个人客客气气地寒喧了几句。B说：“算了吧，他以前这样对我，也是为了自己的利益，人总是自私的。”

原谅敌人往往比原谅朋友容易。

我们从来没有对敌人付出感情，但是对朋友，我们也许付出了最真挚的感情。付出了，就希望得到回报。

原谅敌人，那是风度和器量的表现；我们可以原谅一个敌人，就是自觉在他之上，有权力赦免他，甚至可怜他、原谅他，就是不跟他一般见识。

但我们对朋友却是很小器的，原谅他，就是纵容他，就是自认是傻瓜。他知道太多关于我的事了，我对他的要求是不同的，他对我也应该有别于其他人，所以朋友对我们不好，是很难原谅的。

下一次，当你无法原谅朋友，不要自责，这是人性。

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作者：张小娴

Juz an updatez... Good Friday

2007-04-09T13:10:00.000+08:00

It's a long weekend. Due to Good Friday...

Okie, i din get to meet up with Ben.. missed them~ ALL my TF cliques!! Ching.. Edison, Ben, Nathan and everyone else!! coz i'm down with flu again.. Pretty sad huh? haiz. no choice, gotta stay at home and rest le..

Sat- i got my Law lect... a boring one.. yawnz.. kinda sian... especially after my medicine..

Not much to write oso.. haha.. so sorry for my readers.. not much entries lately...

New updatez....

2007-04-04T09:10:00.000+08:00

weekend had been a boring one. not much things happened.

the midst of the new "short" week... It's gonna be Good Friday on 6 April. planning to meet the TF guys for lunch.. cant wait for that. but now, i'm down with flu. a bad shape. -.-"

now. Is Wed of the week. 3 days passed a week.. less than 2 months time, exams will be here again. tough one this time.. think i really gotta work for it le.. -.-"

Derek baby

2007-03-30T15:53:00.000+08:00

for the past week, it can be a nth much happened week, as well as, a lot of things happened week...

Its a few friends birthday last week.. so wishing them, a happy Belated Birthday la.. keke...

Last Sunday, Derek became a father..!! haha.. seems like i got really pretty excited for him. wahaha.. but his child got a thai name...

hm... this had been a busy week for me in office.. rushing mad for reports. It's REPORTS, REPORTS AND REPORTS... til today. still reports. laggings.

Lects and lects at night. so sian life.

最伤感的爱情故事

2007-03-23T10:41:00.000+08:00

最伤感的爱情故事

长大了，我一定要嫁给你。
九岁那年。琳这样对平说。说这话时，初冬正午的阳光打在她小小的脸颊上，泛着一丝绯红。看得平的心猛地一跳。

从那开始，他便常常会想象若干年后的某一天，自己会像童话故事里的王子一样拉着自己心爱公主的手走上婚姻的殿堂。那该有多么美好啊。他这样想着，不禁笑了。很开心地。

他常常带着她上街。他们一起在街上看人来人往。大热天的时候平总会省下父母给的午餐钱，买来两根冰棍，一人一根。然后看着琳低着头小心翼翼地吃完。一副很认真的样子。

那时候他忽然想，要是能这样一辈子看着她吃冰棍，他宁愿什么都不要。

八年。

八年后，他和她都考上了大学，都是名牌大学，琳学的是化学，平学的是计算机。只是，他在上海，而她在北京。两地相隔的日子。他常常会想起他们在炎炎夏日手拉手逛大街的情景；常常会想起他和她一人吃一根冰棍的情景；常常会想起她对他说，长大了，我一定要嫁给你。

他的心里忽然涌上一股暖意。轻轻地。拂过心头。
大三的暑假。他从上海跑到北京去看她。在火车出站口，他看见她，捧着一束红玫瑰。灿烂地笑着。初春的阳光洒在她披散着的长发上，美丽得令人眩晕。

琳。他走过去。轻声唤着。
你来了。平。她微笑着。把手中的玫瑰送给了他。
我有个同学在校外租了房子，本来是打算暑假在北京打工的。她父母却非要她回去不可。她知道你要来，临走前就把钥匙给了我。她依旧笑着对他说。

他跟着她到了那套租来的房子。房子坐落在学校正门边。街边种着一排法国梧桐。树叶延伸到窗前。弥散着淡淡的清香。

他静静地看着她。琳。他轻轻唤道。
怎么了？她转过头，看着他。眼神里已经有了一丝不安。
半年没有看到你。你变化了许多。他微笑着。掩饰住了内心的心绪。
是的。在岁月面前，每个人都是会变化的。每个人又是不可能变化的。她的眼睛定格在了窗前的梧桐树叶上。
他的心猛地一跳。情不自禁地伸出手来轻轻地拉住了她的手。

她回过头来。眼睛一触及他热辣辣的眼神便躲开了。她低下了头。满脸羞红。
他看得心神荡漾。轻轻地拉过了她。紧紧地拥在了怀里。他感觉到她的身躯在微微地颤抖。他捧起她低垂的脸，往她红润的嘴唇吻去。

别。她伸出手按在了他的唇上。
他没有理会。依旧吻在了她的唇上。他的手开始在她光滑如缎的肌肤上滑动。
她感觉到体内一阵剧痛。睁开眼，看着一片梧桐叶子从树上脱落下来，在微风中轻轻飘了进来，最后落在了床边。泪水忽然从她眼中滴落下来。

一个月后。她收到了他从上海寄过来的一封信。刚撕开信封。一张平整的纸片便从信封里掉落下来。
她俯下身拾起。那是一张冰棍纸。是十年前特有的那种。她把它放在桌上，展开了信笺。

琳：
还好吗？寄来一张我收藏了八年的冰棍纸。十年了。我无法忘记那个在炎炎夏日和我手拉手一起逛大街你知道吗。当我来北京看你，你捧着火红的玫瑰笑脸盈盈地看着我时，当你低着头站在我面前的时候，我就在心头暗暗发誓，我一定要娶你。一定要跟你相守一生。

你知道吗，是你那低头间的温柔感动了我。有你的日子，我便永远也不会孤单。
爱你的平于上海。

她给他回了信。整张洁白的信笺上只有用书法笔写的一行触目惊心的大字。
虽然父母要我出国留学，但是我不去，因为，我爱你。

那个秋天，他是幸福的。他常常独自一人徘徊在漫长的邯郸路。看着宽阔的大路上人来人往，他会忽然想起他和琳的未来，然后他傻傻地发笑。

从复旦正门出来，穿过国定路，武川路的文化花园里有一所新开的网络公司。他会常常在网吧登陆到这家网站的论坛上游荡，看着上边一个个熟悉和不熟悉的ID。看着他们在论坛里热烈地争吵，他的心里会忽然涌上一股暖意。他开始在一个叫“小资情调”的论坛里发帖子。

他感觉自己是一个属于漂泊的人。颓废的表情。黯淡的心绪。喜欢流浪，很少停留。　
很快，他的帖子就有人回复。是一个叫潇的女孩。她说。我猜想你一定是复旦的学生。　　
他感觉很是惊讶。虽然他很少在论坛上回别人的帖子。但是这次他还是回了。
为什么。他在后边写了这几个字。

因为你的语言里流露出的颓废与忧伤。很小资的一个男人。同时又很显品位。只有复旦出来的学生才有这种味调。潇说。

他忽然感觉自己对这个叫潇的女孩有了兴趣。于是，他开始在那里停留。第一次长时间的停留。
人走累了，就该向往停歇。
漂泊久了，总会寻找归宿。
我也是如此吗？他问自己。然后笑。

六月。
琳已经有一个多月没有来信了。电话也没有。他打去电话。却总说琳不在。终于在他打了无数个电话去之后得到了一个消息：琳已经在一个多月前申请提前领取了毕业证书后和父母一起出国了。临走前没有留下任何联系方式。

他猛然间觉得天旋地转。
和朋友出去。喝了很多的酒，然后回来，倒头就睡。几乎忘却了心里所有的忧伤。半夜忽然感都头痛欲裂。然后从床上起来，喝了很多的凉水。看着窗外漆黑的夜，阴郁的颜色。风从开着的窗户吹了进来，在屋里轻轻地盘旋。

然后他感到眼睛潮湿。
他在南京西路的一家电脑公司找了个工作。无所事事的时候，他开始发狂般地写作。写完后马上贴在论坛里。论坛上的人们开始沸沸扬扬地讨论起他。他的帖子一贴出去就会有很多的回帖。他会认真地看每一个回帖，但是从不回帖。

他决心开始写一篇小说。很长。不知道什么时候可以终结。他常常会一整天地逃课，自己一个人躲在房间里用电脑写字。有一天下午六点开始写。一直写到晚上十一点。中间不断地喝水。写了一万多字的时候。他忽然感觉胃一阵发痛。然后躺在床上，静静地看着电脑屏幕上一行一行的方块字。我忽然觉得她们在凝视着自己。安静而平和地。

他的眼泪忽然从眼眶中流了出来。滴在地板上。溅出一朵绚丽的泪花。在发黄的灯光下像绽开在阴暗中的花朵。
终于有一天。他在论坛里看到别人写给他的一句话。

平。我要见你。晚上八点整。国定路书店。
帖子下赫然写着一个字。潇。

虽然不是繁华地段，但是晚上的国定路分外热闹。三三两两的学生模样的人群。在冬天的寒风中游荡。
他走进国定路书店的时候，书店里站着十来个顾客。书店老板围着一条围巾，坐在桌前看书。他四下打量。发现书店角落里有一个女孩靠在书架上静静地看书。他径直走了过去。

潇。他叫道。
女孩抬起头。　　
这是一个很清纯的女孩。长长的头发披在肩上。似水般的明眸刚从书本上移开，显得有点迷茫。

她笑了。平。你来了。
他带着她去音乐酒吧喝酒。在淡淡的音乐声中。她静静地凝视着他。嘴角顽皮地微翘着。一副清新可人的样子。

你的文字很颓废。我却很喜欢。潇笑着说。
这么说你也是复旦的。他看着潇可爱的笑脸说。

是的。今年大四。她停顿了一会。接着说，在你文章中常常提到的琳现在怎么样了？
走了。他的脸上流露出难以掩饰的悲哀。和父母一起出国走了。一点消息都没有。我知道。她是想彻底地忘记我。忘记一个十年前就有过约定的人。

潇没有再说话。只是把手轻轻地放在他脸上。似乎想为他擦去脸上的泪水。
谢谢。他说。可是我早已经不会再流泪了。从半年前琳走了之后。

那以后，他们开始常常一起出去散步。潇的眼神变得越来越温暖。他知道。她已经喜欢上他了。
有时候他想。潇其实是一个很好的女孩。漂亮。温柔。懂得体贴人。对于一个有过心灵伤痛的男人来说。这是些都是自己最需要的。于是他开始慢慢接受潇。

他们的关系发展得很平稳。潇慢慢地就把自己完全投入了进来。女孩为什么就是这样。喜欢把自己完全地投入到一个男人的怀抱与梦想中。在他紧紧地拥抱住潇的时候，平这样想着。

两年后。他们开始商量结婚的事情。周末的下午，平带着潇去商场买婚纱。在买完婚纱刚要走出商场的时候，他忽然触电般地，然后停了下来。对潇说，你先回去。然后就飞一般地跑了出去。只留下潇一个人在商场门口目瞪口呆。

潇在家里等平。等到晚上十一点多的时候才见平回来。潇问他发生了什么事。平只是摇头。一句话都不说。
从那开始。潇就感觉到自己与平之间已经没有了以往的默契。两人之间好象隔了什么东西似的。凭直觉她感觉到她和平之间的这段情感快要走到尽头了。在无数个寂静的夜里。她常常起来看着身边的平。平睡觉的时候像个孩子。潇忽然这样想着。然后她就感觉到自己的眼泪流在了脸颊上。

终于。有一天。平对潇说。潇。你还是找另一个适合爱你的男人吧。我不配。
潇很平静。她知道这一天终究是要来临的。从他们买回婚纱的那一天开始。她就知道他们之间的这份感情已经走到了尽头。

她一句话都没有说。收拾了几件衣服就离开了。
从此以后。平再也没有得到任何关于她的消息。

两个月后。平结婚了。新娘是一个叫静的女孩。静声音很沙哑，她的脸已经几乎完全毁掉。一条条红色疤痕裸露在空气中。甚至在左脸颊上还可以看到一小块无法掩饰的森森白骨。

当前来祝贺的人们看到静的时候都惊呆了。一个个不知道说什么好。

送走客人之后。平和静并排坐在床上。

你为什么看到我这模样都还要娶我？静看着平。满脸温柔地问。

不为什么。平轻轻地握着静的手说。

你一定要说。静的话语开始激动起来。

平犹豫了一会。说。好的，我说。

他停顿了一下。接着说。因为我在商场门口看见你低头间温柔的样子像极了我的初恋情人琳。

静定定地看着平。忽然泪流满面。

那一刻。她忽然好想告诉平。

琳在毕业前夕的化学专业实验中不小心让硫酸严重烫伤了脸部。在治疗中又影响了声带。

琳无法把这样的消息告诉平。只好顺从父母的意思出国留学。

琳在国外的三年时间里，无法摆脱平的影子。于是她决心回国看看。她只想在平的身后静静地看他一眼。

静没有想到平会喜欢上她这样一个已经毁了容颜的女子。

静没有想到平会爱她如此之深。

静不知道自己该不该告诉平事情的真相。

今日面目全非的静就是昔日与平有过十年约定的琳

Love....

2007-03-20T14:30:00.000+08:00

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

非你莫属..

2007-03-20T10:38:00.000+08:00

非你莫属： Tank

(独白):你知道吗?☆
我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉☆
发生什么样子我好希望再来一次☆
萌梦椅⑿Φ娜?
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
oh~ 我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那个人是你所以
不怕苦
oh~ 我不怕苦

day.

2007-03-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

It's another day passed. one day down. life's short. make full use of it. treasure it while u can.

《爱与不爱》

2007-03-13T10:18:00.000+08:00

《爱与不爱》张小娴

从前总是认为只有爱或不爱,现在才知道，除了爱或不爱,还有其它.

不是不爱,也不是很爱,这才识大部分人的感情生活.

若你能找到一个你很爱他的人,这是你的福分.当你问起大部分人,尤其是男人,你问他爱不爱身边的女人,他们不会说不爱,也很难会说自己十分爱对方.爱和不爱之间,还有很大的空间.有时候甚至大得有点令人迷惘.

你有时候觉得自己很爱他,有时候又觉得自己不爱他.他不在身边的时候,你会思念他,回味和他在一起的那些美好日子.然而,当他在身边,你也许会想念着另一个人.即使不是如此,你也会常常和他吵嘴,你会掀起他这样那样,你会发觉他不适合你,你有巴不得一个人生活.

你有一阵子爱他爱得疯了,觉得什么都好,有会有一阵子对他完全没感觉,你不想吻他,不想跟他拥抱.

到底你是爱他还是不爱?假如不爱,为什么都思念他?假如是爱,为什么有时候又会没感觉 ,甚至想放弃?

不是只有爱或不爱吗?为什么我们却在爱与不爱之间惆怅?

For 有心人

2007-03-12T13:30:00.000+08:00

或许我已讨论过这个问题。。。

男人和女人之间不可能会有纯友谊吗？？
这个问题似乎又再浮现了。。逃避是解决不了问题的。。。
这问题，我最近在电视上看见。。就在《花样》看见它。。
戏中，瑞莃也问了，当金秀尹向她表白时，她也问了。。

但我仍然相信，这世界上是有纯友谊的。。

-- 这篇是写给有心人的。。

专属天使 - TANK

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

My weekend

2007-03-12T11:45:00.000+08:00

hm... Over the weekend, went my "clique gathering" with the girls and the bfs.. and of course not forgetting our ZX.. haha.. It was a great time there... we had a bowling session.. followed by having some jap food.. we had a big group, of abt ermz.. 10 of us there ba.. big group huh? after that we went to take some photos @ the merlion park.. den we went off.

The IT show was really packed with people.. people squeezing.. i could hardly make my way thru.. but i managed to got myself a new external HDD... hee.. though it wasn't of much price diff from Sim Lim la.. but still cheaper. heehee...

New updatez!

2007-03-07T14:59:00.000+08:00

Hi aLL, It's one whole week since i last update ba?? haha... feeling quite sick lately sia.. so ermz.. din update... keke... ok, let me recall wad happened these few days...

On Sat, when for HY's bbq session.. hm.. he's got really lots of friends. haha.. and by looking at my effort of the ready food finishing, it's quite relieve la.. at least wad i cook is still edible! and everyone's finishing it! yeah! haha. at least my effort for preparing the food had not gone into a waste... =)
and... BABY Galen was there! so chubby! too bad i cant carry him.. as i'm starting to feel sick le.. haha...

On Monday. with my blues again. trying to finish up my work. feeling quite sick. i tink i had a fever den. Trying to finish up my work... Den at night, i took my temp, it's quite high. 39.7^oC... It's aLmost to 40^oC! gosh. so dear send me to the doc... well.. It's a common flu.. and i can see that quite a number of the patient there got that too... so we had to wait... and managed to get a day off. -.-"

Had been on MC ytd... had been sleeping the whole day ytd... a real life of PIG. haha... eat and slp. well.. dun blame me. as the medicine will cause drowiness... haha.. But hey, it's not me who's giddy, i felt the earthquake from Sumatra! It's the first earthquake of the day.. oops... i seems excited. ok, hm.. my comp desk's shaking away, while the rest of the things at home seems quite stable though. haha.. Now trying to recall my geography stuff... seems like it's so long tiime since i last touched them...

So Do take care friends.. It's the common flu "season" again...

2007-03-04T09:58:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl.

This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together.

Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then heartbroken, the guy agreed.

When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.

Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company..

"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!" One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan.

He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!

Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,and he got out of his car and followed them and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over
and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer.

In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle... therefore she had chosen to leave him. She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when
fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him.

The guy just wept...

the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again....

Wad a Friday

2007-03-02T15:09:00.000+08:00

Wad a Friday... Hm.. Probably because of wad happened this morning ba??

Ok, we (almost everyone in the office) went to watch the lion dance troupe.. It's pretty loud... and hm.. ok la.. quite interesting. keke.. they got give some numbers... 4d numbers that everyone will buying getting. haha...
hm... the lab people got put those "蜈蚣" or "龙" 阵 for the lion dance.. haha... got some meaning behind de.. whichever it is la.. because of the crowd by the front, i could only see the back view of the lion dance. and the drums and gongs are making me go deaf....

After that, we went to watch the lion dance perform some "stunts" and 捞鱼生.. hm... quite messy when they 捞。It's all over everyone's hands and table... The pictures of the event will be posted in a later time..

now, I'm back to work. kinda shag to work. feeling sleepy and full..

My BiRtHdaY

2007-03-01T09:20:00.000+08:00

hm. nth much happened ytd...

I came to work as usual. Well.. it juz happened to be a colleague's Birthday as well.. we went to a Jap restuarant in Toa payoh central. Yummy. It's a great lunch!

At night, i din have any celebrations. Dear working. haiz. so a bit sian la..
but, i've got greeting and nice wishing from my friends... thanks all. It's nice to see ur nessages! especially, from my long time friends!! To my surprise, even a long time din contact friend messaged me.. Ok, he had been "missing" for sometime le.. But very glad to see the message.

Ok. 1 important thing is i end up in the clinic.. i've got some serious skin allergy! OMG! ok. i've gotta get back to work le.

Nice day to all..

TueS

2007-02-27T15:55:00.000+08:00

Today is tues. A boring day indeed. Nth much though. Same old day with my usual work.

BuT my "neighbours" making the late noon interesting. they are listening to the OLDIES! -.-" chinese and hokkien ones. a bit faint la.. probably It's because i'm older le?? okie okie, i have to admit, by tmr, i'm older by 1 year old again. and i've got a good pal countdown down for me.. wahaha.. reminding me consistently i'm older less than 12hours later. Dots. >.<"
quoted from a song...

早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等

FridaY

2007-02-23T10:20:00.000+08:00

It had been a quiet week. Today the testing side guys are back.. haha.. making the place more lively... ha.. now they watching the ming dao show wor.. The frog show. haha... so long before one lor! haha.. but anyway, if me i dun mind watching it again.. coz got one of the handsome actor! sooo Shuai! wahaha...

hm.. my boss is here today. so i cannot blog too much today le.. keke..

2007-02-21T14:08:00.000+08:00

Yoz. I'm back. BACK from my long weekend. haha.. It's the 4th day of new year. An unlucky day for me??

First of all.. i missed my bus, so i decided i should walk to office.. and who knows, while walking here, something happened. ok, thats too pai seh to say liao. so shall skip that. up to u to imagine... keke... den i took the longest time to reach here. around 35mins to reach! can u imagine? Thats the longest time i ever took to reach! usually is abt 20-25mins i'll reach de lor.. okok.. wad a bad start for the day! IT's quiet here today. A lot of people is on leave today...!

New year had been quite quiet and boring day. Nth much happen. and went nowhere.
Visited the Chinatown during the eve... and as expected, there were lots of ppl.. walking thru the streets and "alley".. squeezy!! some things were cheaper than when i went 1 week ago. haha.. a great price change. haha.. but we bought nth la.. keke.. got myself a new blouse, which i had been eyeing.. found it cheaper there. abt $15++ change lor..! some more same brand.. haha...

初二：went to watch the fireworks @ the riverhongbao there.. its nice though i've watched it upteem times~ haha... lots of people. squeezing thru the crowd, and avoiding the mud pools.. and i managed to videoclip part of the firework... keke.. not much things to see there la.. the gigantic statue of God of Fortune, and the fireworks is the attract to the place, i supposed. after that, we went to the Esplanade for a walk.

Today is Eric's last day. so ALL the best for his new JOB ba...

2007-02-16T13:54:00.000+08:00

It's Friday... Woohoo... should i cheer up?? hm... Valentine's day is over.. not much thing happens. haha...

On Valentine's day, i had my dinner with dear @ swensens. hm.. den went for a walk around the area.. nth much. but thanks for the present..

Now, chinese new year is around the corner. ok, i've got myself some VCDs to watch. Tot today can leave early.. but everything seems terrible. terrible day to start off. and get on. ok. it's a long story. and worst things have yet to come...

-- Never step into others "TERRITORY" ... -

逃避

2007-02-13T11:29:00.000+08:00

逃避是解决不了问题的。。。
-不论你如何逃避，问题还是存在着的。。

Wad a Day.

2007-02-12T16:03:00.000+08:00

Weekend is over. back to the boring and usual MONDAY.

It had been a short weekend. Nothing much happened... Just some housekeeping, and New year shopping... Some reflections on the past year, what i had been doing and had done.. and things shall be done.. Kinda lame huh?? anyway.. it's rotting away la.. keke...

Time really passed fast.. It's now Mid feb liao.. almost to Valentines day soon. IT's in 2 days, and Chinese new year is juz 6 days away. Isn't that's what all working friends are waiting for?? holidays again! ok.. results are coming out soon oso la.. so kinda shaggy... putting me off. actually i already know more or less my results le.. knowing wad will be the failing modules.. haiz. sian lor.. -.-"

Juz reminded me of last year's V-day. a joyous one in TF office... With my Ben, and nice Jack.. can't help to miss them.. wondered how they doing... not forgetting Ching and Pauline... Miss ya wor... keke... U guys really played a big part in my last V-day.. Thanks... Take care guys!

A new update... -.-"

2007-02-09T09:23:00.000+08:00

It seems like it's a century since i last update my bloggie?? ok..

It had been a busy week for me at work.. rushing for my reports.. keke.. til now i still doing. coz with my daily workload... It takes time to complete. tonnes of things. missing my "daily routine"...

Nth much happened. and hoped it doesn't. but People seemed to changed. both physically and mentally, i supposed. some people seemed quieter as before, while some more chatty. change in look.. ok. it does not really concern me.

My law lect last night was a heavy topic, probably. pumping lots of things into my brain. with all cases, but glad that the lecturer supported them with examples... though nothing seemed to goes in.. things going in from the left and out from the right. too tired probably... After lect, glad that i've got my short entertainment from Seng, while riding home..

Finally, with endurance, It's Friday now. Payday not here yet. kinda shack. coz tonight is hanging out with some friends.

^o^ |:: treaSure what u have ::| ^o^

working with obasan(S)

July. 2009.

the new beginning.

MacDonald's Lime Green Cup!

MacDonald's Lime Green Cup!

Thought of the day..

my makeover session

Juz a new update to my blog??

Updates

Australia trip

time flies

juz an new update

tgif

juz an update...

updatez

人生。。。

workz...

updaatezzzz....

things are bad..

心经

update of me.

期待的落空 文◎張小嫻

不能跟情人说的话

Just a little update of me....

The down week

思念的星星

plain unlucky.

UPdate plz

blogging again

Workz... Workz... Workz...

Believe

today. tomorrow

life's short

one litres of tears...

New year Greetings

喜歡和不喜歡

Begin?

Sharing...

2008- happy new year

updatez

juz another update.

snail...

Overwhleming sadness.

the decision

lost

photos

ring

update

updatez.

post

Exams countdown

感受...

虚伪

The course of true love never did run smooth

"Nothing can come of nothing: speak again."

满足感

Action speaks louder than words...

My busy weekend...

To be or not to be...

Just another update

Secret...

juz a simple update.

last day of the month

alone in a stranger island

MissiNg...

It's a long long Journey....

rings And It's meaning....

Love is....

爱是。。。

Just a new updatez...

Love is....

鱼和水的旁白

200 Pounds Beauty

Labour Day

心情

朋友比不上敌人

Juz an updatez... Good Friday

New updatez....

Derek baby

期待的落空　文◎張小嫻